overthinking

I pass my hands through my lips

You watch how high I am

How low I rest

You please me

How you need me

I look. You look.

We crawl but keep apart

I offer you

Give to satisfy

What’s bothering you

Something’s getting awry

And I say: give me my mind back

But you’re not offering any

You sell my mouth

Blowback

I inhale the smoke

My mind’s still choking

In there

You swallow make a joke

We’re not here

I squeeze your hand

Grab hard

Warm it well

Stretch some lines

And murmured

You and me this could never get so perfect

I land my head

And your shoulder’s just fine

We’re warming our souls just for a second

And it could never get this perfect

How convict

I sight you under my eye

You’re away

Not mine

I can call

I can scream

But no sign

Not a line when

you get in one more time

I reach you

Call you I say I need you

But this once you’ll only be mine

If I can teach you

But you don’t wanna be teached

You wanna be pleased

I teased

You teased

And promised

me:

You’re not getting your mind back

So eased